Thursday, April 30, 2009

Ready For The Weekend...

The new Swizz Beats is my new favorite "Going Out" joint...I just wish the song was longer. But heres the video for it...ENJOY!!!


So this is what I spent my whole off day watching while eating Edy’s Girl Scouts Thin Mint Cookie Ice Cream!!! Yeah I’m missing my ex-Puddin :-(. And just like my girl Harley I always end up bang up and bruised...but we know how that goes...ENJOY!!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

This Is Who I Get To Call My Sister!!!

So I just wanted to take a moment and introduce you all to my best friend, who also just happens to be my little sister! She's younger by 2 years, 9 months and 2 days!

I'm so proud of her, and what she has accomplished in her 21 years of life! She's almost done with her 4th year as a Temple University Education Major! She accomplishes anything she sets her mind to, and she never accepts "good enough" as good enough.

She's a complete package...beautiful, smart, ambitious & funny. You really couldn't ask for anything more...and I'm so proud to call her my littleBIG Sister!!!

Love You Candace Lynn!!!

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

My Favorite Sites!

So I thought I would share some of my favorite places to visit while I'm online. They keep me busy & laughing while I'm at home being bored...they where a life saver while I was off for two weeks after surgery. Hope you find something you like....ENJOY!!!

Tommy- I hope to be like him one day...LOL

Mich- Found him via Tommy...always makes me LOL

BetseyJ- Keeps me up to date with the latest fashions

LookBook- I love this site, I love seeing how other people dress all over the world

Jenesis Magazine- A locally ran online magazine...keeps me up to date with local & up and coming artist. I'm also a big fan of the magazines photographer Jordan Beckham

Jordan Beckham- I usually check he's myspace on a regular http://http//

NikeTalk- I'm so not a huge sneaker head, so I uaually stay in the General always keeps me laughing...LOL http://http//

So yeah that's just a few of the blogs and sites I regularly visit! ENJOY!!!

Friday, April 17, 2009

A New Way To Go?

It's hard to re-program your mind & your heart to go one way when you thought things where just getting settle down.

Hard not to fill like a huge failure for not being able to make it work. Hard not to fill like "I'm not good enough" when you where doing your best and giving it your all...only for your all not to be the best.

I'm finding it hard being mad , hurt & full of hate towards you...cause at the end of the day, you still can make me smile! But at the same time I find it hard to forgive you for how evil you have been.

So now I have to pick myself up, wipe my tears & go another way...just this time when I look over the thought of you won't be there...

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A Lesson Learned

This was sent to me from my sister...and it fits my life so well right now! So I thought I would share it!

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are, even if he has more education or a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you too. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a TWO-WAY street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies. You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Last Day Off...04/16/2009

My survival kit 4 the ride with the caller I.D. is funny...can you guess why?
So today was my last day off since I got myself a Hernia out of no where 2 weekends ago on April 1st..."April Fools"...but it wasn't, which sucked. Ended up having to get emergency surgery, and worst of all I had to take out my septum piercing and my belly piercing during the surgery...needless to say my septum is almost completely closed... :-( !

But today is my last day off, luckily I was able to go on short turn disability so I wont be missing out on a whole week and a half of money.

I went out with my mom and step-dad today for a I'm back home & bored!!!

Me Can Blog On The Go Now...

Oh snap I can blog from my BlackBerry now...yay!!!

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1 Corinthians 13:4-7

So I'm not a big church goer and all...but i do read the bible. Religion is a personal thing for me, I hope to one day join a church and stuff...but that's when I'm like married. My mom said that doesn't make any sense...but it does to me...whatever!

But as of lately...I've been repeating a verse over and over in my head...before I go to bed and when I wake up. When I feel alone...and broke down. When I feel scared that he & I might part. I repeat the verse in my head. So far I'm not sure if it's helping get "US" back to where we use to be...but I'm trying to imply it in real life...especially when it comes to me!

"Love is patient, love is kind. it is not jealous, [love] is not pompous, it is not inflated. It is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury. It does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."

Just a little insight where my heads been at lately!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The Reason For The Title...LMAO!!!

3:58 I think...I know he says "Naaaw No Thnak You"...but thats where I got it from!!! Got this one from Tommy a while ago... check his shit out while your at it!!!


So here's your shout out BITCH!!!

My White Boy Crush...ASher Roth

So we all know I don't mind having a little milk in my dark coffie...LMAO...and I have a new love. And his name is Asher Roth. And I love his some what deep voice...I'm a sucker for a "some what" deep voice...i.e. my ex!!! Here's his myspace . Enjoy....Nice Seeing You Again!!!

I'm A Crazy Bitch...

So once again...I'm back for the 4th time! I'm a stupid emotional bitch, which is why i deleted my last blog...I was on some "I'm so sad" shit! So yeah...thanks to all my friends...near & & in real life...they convinced me to get back to writing and doing what I wanted and enjoyed. So yeah I'm hoping to make this my last one for awhile!!! Welcome Back & Enjoy...Nice Seeing You Again...HEEEEEY!!!